I'm close to graduating and I need an internship.

To be honest, I'm absolutely freaking out. My ulcer has gotten seriously upset, and I freeze and panic when I talk to a possible internshiper employer (if that's a word...). I have no confidence and hardly any self-esteem. The idea of ME doing a website for someone else just strikes fear into my heart and I panic. In fact, the only thing that is driving me is my fear of failing. The idea that I've spent so many years, money, time, effort, and materials and to have it all go to waste...I feel like I'm destined to fail; that I was only allowed to dream, not act upon it!
I'm not ready! I don't know what I'm doing!!

But designing websites isn't really my dream...yet it's become this weird obsession. I WANT to learn more, I WANT to design, create and code websites--but quite frankly, I suck at it. I've gotten better (a ton better!) from when I first started school, but I don't think I'm ready to be "released" from school.

My passion is Character Design and Storyboard Development. But, ...that's a dream.

Oh...and that meme thing is included and updated, if anyone cares about it anymore...

started this, but I want to do this too! I feel stagnant in my ideals, so I want a fresh look. I want YOU to give me an idea, a character or something. It can be a copyrighted character, or your original character (please give me references). All I ask, please no complex backgrounds. Oh, and I refuse to draw porn. I can refuse to draw your suggestions at my will.

Likely, they will be rough sketches, perhaps inked. I've been dying to color on the computer, but something hates me and I haven't had the chance lately...

(PS...My featured art listed in my gallery is art that people have drawn me or photographs of me, so if you're not listed; please let me know!)

Sooooooo....GO!

*UPDATE*
The ones with a heart next to it are COMPLETED!! They have been scanned and will be posted!

Sadly, I'm at the end of my sketchbook, so the last one in that one will be Aiden and Oreb (I know, I totally went out of order...); but I have a couple of blank sketchbooks waiting at home! I'm really excited about this, and it's really fun. Thank you everyone!! I hope I make you PROUD!

1. Aiden and Oreb - *inking

2.Bolt - *posting...

3.Lady D - *posting...

4.Manji and Rin from Blade of the Immortal - *resources printed

5.Ikki Minami and Akito from air gear - *resources printed

6. Heroic Moose - *posting....

7. Sephiroth - *resources printed

8. Pocky Person - *resources printed

9. Jester - *resources printed

10. Black Sheep - *resources printed

11. OC Character Sheet - *resources printed

12. SyraCourage's Alter Ego - *resources printed

stolen >_> I need to do homework, but I'm finding things to do to avoid doing homework. Onwards!


Who is...

1. Your loudest character?
Probably Akira, she's temperamental and doesn't think about her actions.

2. Your shyest?
Trina, she gets easily embarassed. ^^:

3. Your angriest?
Kira. Without a doubt, Kira.

4. Your horniest?
Tobias.

5. Your poorest?
Um, the Xans. I know, its a group of people...but I guess out of all of them, it would have to be Henjia.

6. Your richest?
Lanardo. In comparasion to the others, afterall, someone in his position, money is no problem.

7. Your craziest?
Sphinx, a creature that must wear a necklace to be contained and manageable. Unfortunately, he knows how to remove this product.

8. Your weirdest?
Jinx Ki Han. Viruses are fun, and he didn't realize he had wings until he was thrown off of a cliff. He became attached to a dark naga that despised him (at first). There's lots of stories.

Who was...

1. Your first character?
I suppose...Tamacho.

2. Your most recent character?
...Tachi....OMG, it's been that long since I've created a character?!

List three of your characters, and three traits they each possess.

1.Tobias.
Misunderstood.
Offensive.
Charming.

2.Lenjia.
Seductive.
Wise.
Flying.

3. Tamacho
Understanding.
Cute.
Naive.

Out of all your characters, who are you most like?
I suppose Jean, my id. But since she's a direct representative of me, the runner up is Tamacho.

Do any of your characters have pairings? If so, then list a song for three pairings that fits.

1.Kira & Sirris
Journey "Open Arms"

2. Trina & Nagra
Incubus "Love is a Verb" (they have like, over 15 kids!)

3. Kieran & Patience
Sailor Moon "Rainy Day Men"

by

Name:: Kelli
Birthday: 02/21/1985
Birth Place:: Orlando, FL
Current Location:: Indianapolis, IN
Eye Color:: Green, sometimes blueish
Hair Color: Frizzy blond
Height: 5'3.5"
Weight: 117lbs this morning
Piercing: Just my ears
Tattoos: Nope, I've got alot of scars though
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:
Overused Phrase: Patack

FAVORITES
Foods: Rice
Candy: used to be gummy
Number: 8
Color: Purple!
Animal: Tigers (especially the Caspian Tiger)
Drink: Sweet Tea
Alcohol: None
Bagel: Um, Cinnamon
letter: K
Body Part on Opposite sex: Back/Torso
Pepsi or Coke: Coca-Cola
McDonalds or BurgerKing: McDonalds
Strawberry or Watermelon: Strawberry (Berry berry this and berry berry that!)
Hot tea or Ice tea: Iced Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Hot Chocolate
Kiss or Hug: HUGS! I love hugs!
Dog or Cat: KITTY!
Rap or Punk: Punk
Summer or Winter: Summer!
Movies or Funny Movies: Er animated
Love or Money: Love
bedtime: I like bedtime
Most Missed Memory: Mom
Best physical feature: My hair
First Thought Waking Up: SLeeeeeeeEP
Goal for this year: Finishing my website
Best Friend(s): Lots
Weakness: too sensitive
Fears: Won't say
Heritage: At this point, I'm not sure if I care.
Longest relationship: Almost 3 years this May 21st!!

HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: Once/Twiceish. Don't remember much...
Ever Smoked: Nope.
Pot: No.
Ever been Drunk: Er, yeah.
Ever been beaten up: Yeah.
Ever beaten someone up: Yeah
Ever Shoplifted: Ummmmmm....don't think so.
Ever Skinny Dipped: Nope.
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: Yep
Been Dumped Lately: Nah.

IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: Brown ^_~
Favorite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long: long
Height: Taller than me, which isn't hard.
Style: I have none.
Looks or Personality: Personality.
Hot or Cute: Both
Drugs and Alcohol: No way.
Muscular or Really Skinny: Doesn't matter.
Who is the Guy or Girl you wish you were with Right Now?

RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: At least 2.
What country/world do you want to Visit: Japan, London, Eygpt, Madagascar....
How do you want to Die: Not by someone else's hands.
Been to the Mall Lately: Nah.
Do you like Thunderstorms: YES!
Get along with your Parents: Nope.
Health Freak: LOL, no.
Do you think you're Attractive: Hell no.

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
Want to go to College: ....I sure hope so, I've been in college for 3 years now.
Do you Smoke: Wasn't this JUST asked?
Do you Drink: You have a worst short-term memory than me.
Shower Daily: Yeah!
Been in Love: Yuppers.
Do you Sing: Yes, but I can't sing "good". Simon would hate me.
Want to get Married: Yes.....
Do you want Children: No, but if I do, I want twin boys. NO GIRLS.
Have your future kids names planned out?: Yes, Tamacho and Lanardo.
Hate someone: Hate is a strong word...
If you're in Love, who is it? Again...

I'm TAGGING...